your continued lightlessness as an excuse to go on

• Hate came back to me, dog I knew it would.
• Something we'd paid for, something we needed, didn't happen as service promised and I needed asshole the service's phone representative after pleading didn't work
• I try not to be an asshole, I hope people can vouch, but when need be I can be, it worked
• Before I needed be asshole to service's phone representative I had spontaneously, without weighing, reflexively tweeted a Fuck You to a just seen Obama tweet in which the sanctimonious fuck bemoaned gun violence, the fucking war criminal
• (I hadn't been deliberately *not* typing motherfuckers much the past week, I hadn't typed motherfuckers much the past week for reasons good and reasons I can't type here but mostly because I just, without weighing, didn't)
• I wouldn't have tweeted Fuck You to Obama after I'd assholed the service's phone representative, muck fe,
• that I still assholed the service's phone representative after tweeting Fuck You to Obama, fuck me and my algorithms
• fine bingo free metaphors square abound

• Very pro-slavery. Still pro-slavery
• Capitalism and its discontents
• These motherfuckers 
• UPDATE! Looking at last year's tomorrow to see if there's an Egoslavian Holy Day tomorrow I discover last year's tomorrow I posted The Official Egoslavian Flag of Deleted Seething. I'd bless Serendipity, but Serendipity has nothing to do with it.
• Angst and madness at the end of civilization 
• Every crucifixion needs a witness
• UPDATE! NOTES from the SEETHING RIM of a RHINESTONE-FESTOONED SHIT-VORTEX which hopes to CLAIM US ALL
• Capitalism, socialism, and the ethos of integrity

 
LOGIC

Alice Notley

It was a poem

men took because it said ovary

  

didn’t take my

political poems

they took the one that said ovary

 

Are you sure it was because it 

           said ovary?

 

Yes, for them that’s logical.

 

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Destroy another

          city 

What 

else 

is war for? So

 

you’ll go down

each of you does. dies in

                           whirlwind

 

each of you who does, dies 

          paying

for the pain you experience

         Just that 

and nothing is established

 

Because I am a woman

Cutting as many cords 

as tie you to me. this isn’t

           anarchy 

it isn’t anything you

           could name

 

You’re still here 

without ties?

 

because they were logical.

 

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Dance little asshole dance

oh he gets elected, like a Calvinist 

He says, I have these guts 

Men, I have these guts.

 

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Having dedicated whole 

regions to the destruction

          you inspire, the 

logic will be to go on doing it 

doing it. Having proceeded by

 

the logic

         of your per-

sonal vacuum 

you will perceive your continued

          lightlessness 

as an excuse to go on. having 

gone on 

as you have. And so one continues.

 

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Lead the boy out of

          the building on fire

his head twisted 

          upwards

all fucked

 

What else is there to

       know if 

one has gotten 

twisted up 

all fucked

 

he is a screaming fire

 

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In the explanations 

of our lives’ experience

 

they’ve left out this wild moment

the long mirror on the right-hand wall of the

corridor suddenly shattered

I can’t see myself anymore.

 

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I repeat that I am not frightened

          and why not 

I don’t know 

what my reactions 

are supposed to be.

 

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        “Please tell me something 

with which I’m familiar.”

 

isn’t there another part of now