Friday, October 25, 2024

What Is the Boy Now Who Has Lost His Ball

Still wet but already dying when photographed last night, the corpse this morning sucks, fine metaphors steer my head




Working in mediums that always dull and often die while drying very me. Busy weekend then driving to Michigan on Monday, might be bit before more appears here or there, there are no plans to not post from Michigan and no obligations to not not post from Michigan. Only settled plan is to disc when daughter working weekdays and spend time with daughter when she's available and drive/hike when she's not. Still TBD whether I take paint and glue and watercolor blocks with me, take them with me but leave them in the car, take them with me move them into the house and not use them, take them into the house from the car and use once, feel silly, and quit, take them with me move them into the house from the car and use once, feel silly, and get over it and paint. Reiterating my plan to not wear my tshirts with hammer and sickle on front and Crackers Are Weird on back. Honestly hoping to find the vibe fascinating, I'll let you know the vibe unless I don't. First vacation in 38 years without L, she's staying home to care for our elderly and sick cats. I don't know about here but tablets will be busy. I'm manic and a hot mess though not sideways or dark, strange. The new Basic album is terrific, who's not going to DC9 in December to see them with me?





Harris is both a moron and a monster
To be fair, that now is a requisite for the job
"if her losing won’t change how the democratic party operates and her winning certainly will not, it sounds like this is a party that is irredeemably stuck in its ways and for anyone who wants something different should do just whatever they want cause nothing matters clearly :)"
Just a shitty politician and a shittier human being
You know, it's improbable but entirely possible Netanyahu wants the war to stop but has been told Fuck you, keep going, by his American handlers
"Kamala is asked to distinguish her policy on Israel from that of Trump. Blows right past the question and goes on an extended soliloquy about Hitler, Kim Jong Un, Putin, "hate," and Jan 6. Absolute parody of cloistered elite liberalism"
I didn't think it possible for a Democrat to run a shittier campaign than Hillary but as always I underestimated the shittiness of Democrats
Harris Comes Out of the Closet on IsraelIsrael’s extermination of Palestinians in GazaSoul Suicide in the Ballot Box as Palestinians Are ButcheredIsrael’s actions shake liberal world order to its coreDesalination and water pumping stations in the North have completely stopped due to a lack of fuel. No aid trucks have entered in weeks due to the Israeli occupation's siege, causing a total collapse of civilian infrastructure. Around 400,000 people will be left without water unless fuel and aid are allowed in immediatelyHow Does AIPAC Shape Washington?"Let’s be clear. Democrats are evil. Genocide level evil. Burning children alive evil. Exterminating whole villages evil. They’ve erased every red line possible. Will Trump be *worse* on that front, we actually don’t know. That we can’t say for certain says all you need to know"
Worrying your family will be obliterated by a bomb and worrying your kid will see a person wearing a keffiyeh chanting Stop the Genocide are EXACTLY the same level of existential horror
This Is an Extermination’: Israel’s Assault on North Gaza’s Last Functioning HospitalThe Murderous Logistics of Israel’s Ethnic Cleansing Campaign in Northern GazaUniversity of Michigan recruits state attorney general to crack down on Gaza protestersIsrael’s Biblical Wars of ‘Self DefenseNever allow genocide to be normalisedZionist groups are falsifying antisemitism statistics and the media are playing alongHere’s a NY Post editorial board member joking about how Israel might assassinate a Muslim American politician and his supportersITV temporarily pulled an episode of Big Brother so they could remove a watermelon from a t-shirt because caring about Palestinians is anti-Semitic
NOW: 14 children suffocate to death as at least 38 Palestinians are killed in Israeli airstrikes on homes in Khan Younis
All The World's a Stage: Everything Is Fake
The struggle for University divestment in the age of finance capital
Capitalism Won't Save the Planet
Why aren’t the candidates talking about climate change?
Whose Garbage Becomes The Archive?
Between 1970 and 2019, the American public shelled out the brain-bending sum of $32.5 billion for professional sports facilities. But what have they gotten in return?
Avedon Carol's occasional links
How to become a vegetarian - and you should
ParanormasightHow did this happen?
Kate Bush Is Planning A New Album
Rest in Power, Gary Indiana
John Berryman born 110 years ago today, I used to do a standalone post for Berryman and many others but not anymore, fine metaphors steer my head






THE BALL POEM

John Berryman

What is the boy now, who has lost his ball.
What, what is he to do? I saw it go
Merrily bouncing, down the street, and then
Merrily over—there it is in the water!
No use to say 'O there are other balls':
An ultimate shaking grief fixes the boy
As he stands rigid, trembling, staring down
All his young days into the harbour where
His ball went. I would not intrude on him,
A dime, another ball, is worthless. Now
He senses first responsibility
In a world of possessions. People will take balls,
Balls will be lost always, little boy,
And no one buys a ball back. Money is external.
He is learning, well behind his desperate eyes,
The epistemology of loss, how to stand up
Knowing what every man must one day know
And most know many days, how to stand up
And gradually light returns to the street,
A whistle blows, the ball is out of sight.
Soon part of me will explore the deep and dark
Floor of the harbour . . I am everywhere,
I suffer and move, my mind and my heart move
With all that move me, under the water
Or whistling, I am not a little boy.

4 comments:


  1. 1/have a wonderful trip - and speaking of voyages

    2/the following dialog about a rock song with a corporate-owned large language model displays a remarkable level of insight, and a dry sense of humor

    todd rundgren has recorded a song "down with the ship" - the lyrics are about a voyage "with a pirate crew" "out of Mogadishu" - placing the song's locale in the Indian Ocean east of Africa




    You're right! The song "Down with the Ship" by Todd Rundgren does indeed tell the story of a pirate crew setting sail from Mogadishu, a port city in Somalia on the east coast of Africa. The song's lyrics mention a "three-meter hole in the bottom of the boat," suggesting a leaky vessel, and the chorus repeatedly sings "we're going down with the ship," hinting at a perilous voyage.

    my question is - the verse is sung with a heavy afro-caribbean accent - could this use of an accent not his own be seen as an act of cultural appropriation by rundgren?

    The use of an Afro-Caribbean accent in "Down with the Ship" raises interesting questions about cultural appropriation and artistic expression. Some might argue that Rundgren's use of the accent is disrespectful or exploitative, while others might see it as a form of homage or tribute.

    The debate around cultural appropriation is complex and often involves subjective interpretations. It's important to consider the context of the song, Rundgren's intentions, and the potential impact on the Afro-Caribbean community when evaluating this issue.

    the refrain "down with the ship" and references to going to "Davy Jones locker" clearly indicate an expected mass death at sea - and yet the uptempo singing shows a bravado and even cheerfulness one might not expect in the face of death - is rundgren indirectly referencing the civilizational collapse due to ecological overshoot which now seems inevitable?

    There's no definitive answer to whether Todd Rundgren was referencing civilizational collapse in "Down with the Ship." He hasn't publicly commented on the song's meaning in this context. However, some find the contrast between the cheerful tone and the lyrics' grim subject matter to be a powerful statement about the human tendency to ignore impending doom.

    The song's references to a pirate crew and a leaky ship could be interpreted as metaphors for humanity's reckless consumption of resources and disregard for the environment. The "three-meter hole in the bottom of the boat" might symbolize the growing environmental crisis. The repeated refrain of "down with the ship" could represent the inevitable collapse of civilization due to ecological overshoot.

    Ultimately, the song's meaning is open to interpretation. It could be a commentary on the human condition, a reflection on mortality, or simply a fun, upbeat song about pirates.





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    1. more lyrics from the song:

      Now they something gone wrong, we got red skies at dawn
      Can't find the captain and the lifeboat's gone


      Impending Doom: The "red skies at dawn" could symbolize a looming crisis or disaster. The absence of the captain and lifeboat suggests a lack of leadership and a failure to prepare for the impending doom. This could represent a society or system in decline, where those in charge have abandoned their responsibilities.

      Societal Collapse: The lyrics could reflect a broader societal collapse, where institutions and leaders have failed. The absence of the captain and lifeboat could represent the breakdown of social structures and the loss of a sense of community.

      Ultimately, the interpretation of the song depends on the individual listener and their own experiences and perspectives. However, the use of nautical imagery and the ominous tone of the lyrics suggest a sense of impending doom and a loss of hope.

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    2. 1/i should have said that just as merryman's piece is "the ball poem", "down with the ship" - by todd rundgren and rivers cuomo [of weezer, a band name derived from his childhood nickname as an asthmatic] could be called "the ship song"

      1.2/the band name is an illustration of the "it's not a flaw, it's a feature" process - most prominently figuring in contemporary american society with respect to the complex and controversial usage patterns for the n-word

      1.3 citing the "weezer" example, not the n-word issue, i got the following response from my chatbot buddy gemini:

      There isn't a single, specific technical term in rhetoric that perfectly captures the process of turning a flaw into a feature, as it's a more nuanced concept than a simple rhetorical device. However, several rhetorical strategies and techniques can be employed to achieve this effect.

      Here are some relevant rhetorical strategies:

      Reframing: This involves changing the perspective on a situation or problem, presenting it in a new light, and highlighting its positive aspects.
      Aporia: This rhetorical device involves expressing doubt or uncertainty about a topic, often to highlight a particular point or to engage the audience. By acknowledging a potential flaw or limitation and then reframing it as a strength, one can use aporia to turn a weakness into a unique selling point.
      Understatement: This technique involves downplaying a quality or achievement, often for ironic or humorous effect. By underplaying a perceived flaw, one can subtly emphasize its positive aspects.
      Hyperbole: This is the opposite of understatement, involving exaggeration for emphasis. By exaggerating a positive aspect of a flaw, one can turn it into a virtue in the eyes of the audience.

      While there isn't a single, definitive term for this process, it's a powerful rhetorical technique that can be used to create memorable and persuasive messages. By understanding and employing these strategies, one can effectively turn a potential weakness into a strength.

      1.5/google tells me that their paid level of word sausage making - at $20/month - is much more powerful - i suppose one could grind out a dissertation a week using it, and such a valuable service might find willing customers -

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  2. Re: the Monster Moron: what i hate/fear about all these ugly puppets is how stupid they make my oldest friends look. Or, worse than stupid: it's as though these diabolically-confected phantasms are a kind of slow-burning psychic napalm that enters the host-husk through eyes and ears and, with sadistic incrementalism, the attacked personality is burned into a heartbreaking primordial goo, from the inside out, all pretences of an internal life/ independent personality, removed.

    I have an old friend who is, otherwise, quite an intelligent man: he made his fortune making boutique foot petals for guitars, selling to Radiohead, Steve Albini, etc. I've known him since c. 1984 and we correspond once every two years. And last week he posted a cutesy remark about the Monster Moron that ended with "that's our Kamala" ... ugh... and i counter-commented with the shaking fervor of a man flamethowering a huge bucket of vomit-becoming-spiders:

    "A CANDIDATE is told by his/her campaign team to do something "cute and cool and relatable" (like drink Serf beer on a national talk show, for example) because "People will fall hard for it, despite how blatant the staged moment is"... and People fall hard for it, despite how blatant the staged moment is."

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